apakah arti selembar Rp,£,¥,€,$??

Dulu zaman SD..who cares bout money?! Dikasi pilihan $100 ato Rp100, milihnya Rp100 haha..yeah be my guest to LOL! Just bcoz I knew Rp100 gw dapet nukar sugus 4biji diwarung sblh..kalo $100 ga bs buat apa2..

Then zaman Smp..my mum always gave me money every month..tp jg ga kepake banyak..paleng habisin beli card sailormoon..

Zaman Sma.nah ini da ngerti ma namanya uang..sebagian besar beli makanan haha no wonder I'm so chubby..ko suamiku dulu bs naksir ya?? Sala make kacamata kali dianya..then habisin buat foto disticker box juga..uang sama skali tak berarti banyak waktu itu..

Aussie time!! I never feel poor there..saat2 yg paling membahagiakan adalah waktu skolah diSydney..land of freedom!! I spent most of my quality time with my hubbie there..nice people,good food,friendly environment.. Ahhh how I miss Sydney badly now hiks* jd sedih bgt skg..
I work as a sales assistant there..nice work place..earn not much but more than enough for me.. I can get whatever I want.. I still remember I saved up to bought CH his dream laptop..I still can remember his expression with his new laptop :) it worthed every penny to see his happy chappy face..
Can afford nice bally shoes for him as xmas pressie..Hermes belt for anniversary..
He also gave me heaps of happiness there..roses for bday, chocolate for anniversary..designer handbags, jewellery..

And finally we being forced to for good by M n F!! From that moment on..my life is upside down..haha I hv to stay with them under the same roof..for sure with all M's rules *sigh~
No more freedom, no more luxury stuff, no more good people,and sadly no more good food..
CH only earns not much money everymonth. He works with his dad and M thought bcoz we stay with them n already save a lot so no need to give CH big salary..since then I've changed totally, I never buy designer dress n wear whatever clothes I got..sometimes I am so sad when I looked at myself in the mirror..where's the happy face gone?? No more brightness in my eyes..why my lips seldom smile now? Why always tears of sadness coming out from my eyes..
I tried to think positive..there's a lot more poor people..and they can live happy and I have to be happy too..but I really don't know which way to go to reach a happiness..I'm so lost now..
Sometimes when I called my friends and they told me they just bought this n that..I used to know all the name of designer handbags..no I don't know one of them haha to be honest sometimes I envy them..sometimes I will think of buying new luxury thing to soothe myself n to make myself happy. But I realised I don't have enough money..I don't earn e penny here and everytime I heard CH said he got no money, that's really broke my heart..
I look at money in different way now,not like before..I always worry bout CH..he works really hard lately..
Yesterday I asked him did he wanna buy new designer shoes since his bro in Italy now so we can get it cheaper? And he replied me i dun dare to think of it coz I dun hv enough money for that..ahhh that's the saddest thing..tears nearly came out from my eyes..actually I wanted to bought him for our coming soon anniversary but when he replied me like that I think it would be wiser to keep the money incase he need it and I can let him use my money..

But sometimes when I was angry my heart always shout "does he appreciate u?! Does he ever think of u?? Does he love u enough?!" Haiizzz~ I'm really lost..I think this few years will be my darkest life..